Being 22 is a lot different from being 21 before. From the acceptance I had last time to the accepting I am now.
I’m excited I’m 22 years old now and for sure I will read a lot of blogs and sharing for women on what they have done being 22. I am also even more confident because I can feel a little bit more in control to my life than I have before. The last thing I have ever thought about was seeing what is clear to me. It’s like the hand I use in holding my glass wont tremble as much as it used to be. Di’ba nga sabi nila age does not measure maturity, but I guess age makes you really mature for those who have yet to take their real wants and goals in my life. And yes being clear to yourself is a maturity. There is an increase in guts and increase for risk taking kasi you’re a little old enough but also quite very young also.
Actually what comes into my mind was, “ano bang desisyon mo?” And that is the question with a lot of responsibilities, guilt, longing for your dream but at times doubt. Why doubt, kasi I’m going to leave behind something I think I should do instead. And why does the question seemed negatively equivalents the freedom it has? Maybe because I am not ready yet.
Having the choice to decide for myself is one way I can lift my step higher to reach a longer path, the path I so wanted and wished for. And to live in the world na sila muna, sige it’s okay. And then I plan, I set and there that decision would return. Or I had it already the moment I’ve set things because it is going to happen. The sila I’m talking about was my family and my dreams in life means to be away from them because it is not always that the magnet attracts each other. But that’s a different story and I want to say to those who have reached what they want by 22, I’m on my way there. And to those like me, yes we have a long way to go but nearly there.